“For nothing will be impossible with God.” (Luke 1:37 ESV)
My Story: The Worst Day of My Life
It was the winter of 1967, and I was living in Sitka, Alaska, where I worked at a grocery store. One day, I was scheduled to work the late shift, but when I arrived, the store manager called me into his office and accused me of doing something the previous day that I absolutely had not done. It was his word against mine, and I had no way to prove my innocence. He angrily fired me and ordered me to leave the store.
I Did Not See It Coming
In complete shock, I headed back to my apartment. When I arrived, several of my friends were there having a party. Under normal circumstances I wouldn’t have minded, but this was anything but a normal day. When I insisted they leave, they beat me up and threw me outside into the snow.
Bruised and shaken, I walked to my landlord’s nearby home and explained what had happened. I asked if he would help me remove the people from my apartment, but instead he cursed at me and threatened to call the police. Not wanting to be there when they arrived, I quickly left.
I Didn’t Know What to Do
It was a bitterly cold Alaska night. I was freezing, discouraged, and running out of options. I walked to my parents’ house and knocked on the door. My dad answered. I explained everything that had happened and simply asked if I could sleep on their couch for one night.
Instead, he angrily told me to grow up, take responsibility for my own problems, and leave. Then he shut the door in my face and turned off the porch light.
I Thought Suicide Was My Only Answer
As I walked down the dark street, I felt completely overwhelmed. I had lost my job, my apartment, my friends, and now even my parents had rejected me. I couldn’t see any way out.
I convinced myself that suicide was my only answer.
I still had a little money in my pocket, so I decided I would get drunk and then end my life.
I walked into a nightclub and began ordering one drink after another. During a break, the leader of the small dance band came over to the bar where I was sitting. He smiled and asked, “How are you?”
I replied, “Do you really want to know, or are you just saying that?”
He answered, “Of course I want to know.”
So I told him everything. Then I concluded, “As soon as I finish this drink, I’m going to end my life.”
Without hesitation he said, “No, please don’t do that. My family and I live nearby. We have a couch you can sleep on. Come stay with us.”
His name was Jean Dawkins, and that simple act of kindness changed the course of my life forever.
Not long afterward, the bass player in his band quit, and Jean asked if I would take his place. It was a dream job. I had a place to live, wonderful Christian people who cared about me, and the opportunity to play music.
A few months later, Jean moved his family to a town I had never even heard of—Lynden, Washington—and invited me to go with them.
It was there that I heard the Gospel, received Jesus Christ as my Savior, met and married Susan, attended classes at Vancouver Bible College, became an ordained minister, and eventually spent nearly forty years serving the automotive recycling industry through advertising, marketing, and now as chaplain.
Looking back, I can clearly see God’s hand guiding every step
What I thought was the worst day of my life became the very day God began leading me to His wonderful plan for my life.
God Does the Impossible
Many times in life we face situations that seem impossible. We lose a job, experience rejection, receive bad news, or find ourselves in circumstances we never expected.
When I walked away from my parents’ house that cold winter night, I believed my life was over. I couldn’t imagine that God was already arranging every detail of my future. He used one kind stranger to rescue me physically, and then He used that same person to lead me to the place where I would eventually meet Jesus Christ.
Perhaps your situation seems impossible today
Don’t judge God’s plan by what you can see at the moment. He is often doing His greatest work behind the scenes. What appears to be the end may actually be the beginning of something far better than you could ever imagine.
Nothing is impossible with God
“But Jesus looked at them and said, ‘With man this is impossible, but with God all things are possible.’” (Matt. 19:26 ESV)
“Ah, Lord God! It is you who have made the heavens and the earth by your great power and by your outstretched arm! Nothing is too hard for you.” (Jer. 32:17 ESV)
“Is anything too hard for the Lord?” (Gen. 18:14 ESV)
“And Jesus said to him, ‘If you can! All things are possible for one who believes.’” (Mark 9:23 ESV)
Therefore
When your circumstances seem hopeless, refuse to give up. Trust God even when you cannot understand what He is doing. Pray, wait on Him, and continue walking by faith. The God who transformed the darkest day of my life into a lifetime of blessings is the same God who is working in your life today.
“Now to him who is able to do far more abundantly than all that we ask or think, according to the power at work within us.” (Eph. 3:20 ESV)
“I can do all things through him who strengthens me.” (Phil. 4:13 ESV)
Quote
“Darkness comes. In the middle of it, the future looks blank. The temptation to quit is huge. Don’t. You are in good company… You will argue with yourself that there is no way forward. But with God, nothing is impossible. He has more ropes and ladders and tunnels out of pits than you can conceive. Wait. Pray without ceasing. Hope.” — John Piper